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She struggled when she met him, with her desire to trust him. She wanted to so badly, eventually did, but it took a while due to her past. She trusted him, gave him her heart, her body and soul. She struggled, God did she struggle, more than anyone could ever imagine. Questions flew through her head like whizzing bullets. Does he really love me? Is he real? Is this real? Are my feelings real? A part of her wanted to send him off running, and another part of her wanted to hold him so tight. Which part won? When she let herself be taken into his warm, safe embrace, she felt bliss. Pure bliss. Bliss that she knew, as she drifted off to sleep, would last forever. Being in his arms, she believes that all that is bad and wrong in this world can be corrected.
That's beautiful and incredibly sweet. You sound wonderfully happy with him.
..."Love is in the air"... Connie CG
Ahhh written by someone truly in love
bravissima amore!.
Girl, that is exactly how i felt, how I feel. i knnow now, that i can trust him. But the one I have the most trouble trusting is myself.
At first, I was afraid of loving too much, and needing him to much and getting hurt by that. Then I became all consumed by the fear of hurting him. Now that I've met him, now that we've been close, and now that our love/connection has grown, I trust it, I trust myself. I have always been able to trust him implicitly, and I know i always will.
Charis